yesterday i fainted while walking home from the bus
the thread from my wrist into space
to you
siphoning circulation into a single red point
until i fell
tunnel-vision face
first into cement before children and cars
and you weren't there
and the other threads snapped
and i can't remember where to find the ends
does it make you sad?
when you can't catch the eight year old girl
you think you should have known
